If this has been one of the most mind-boggling days at my work place, it is so. Not just the project but also on the people who work with me and are part of the team that I work in.

Imagine coming to work and not having a friendly, ego-clash-less face to smile and say hello or exchange pleasantries or travel woes.

Imagine also the situation where the manager is a pain-point with the fellow tracking your 8 hours at work


However, even on the personal front, it is quite mind-boggling. To sum up, still trying to get a hold on new lifestyle and freedom with set boundaries.

Am married for 2 months and 2 weeks and am pregnant

Well, yes, there it is. Am happy but am very confused because both of us were not prepared for it. Now we are preparing ourselves to embrace it. No point in thinking or talking about what we could have done etc. Am carrying a life within me now. :) Bow thy head and accept what is coming thy way, or rather our way.

It is still too early and the news shall only be shared with the whole wide world after few more months. But every minute and every day coming ahead, I am realizing that my life will no longer be in my control. Or who knows, it will get into my control better.

J is getting into the role of husband NOW and precisely now is when this change happens. Marital bliss as a couple seems short-lived but then its too early to speculate or contemplate.

The first words we exchanged were - "Not sure if its supposed to make us happy or sad." :D Being practical is how I see it.

I am finding this as a pleasant surprise and also a shock coz I had so many plans and I was so sure I wanted a baby only after my first year of marriage. Man proposes, God disposes.

"All is well."