Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Bittersweetness there... But now awaiting turning point with Bambi eyes ;)

Some things can still remain somewhere inside your mind and awaken afresh even when after one realizes that the whole thing has run its course. Thing had its own flavor of free spirits combined with brashness which is why it ran its course. Few gentle bits remained so far - sweeps me off and then brings me down to reality, leaving me yet again with a bittersweet after-taste.

Been to one of my friend's sister's wedding and I still seem to love attending weddings and get emotional watching the thali tying ceremony.

Time is flying and I see its imprints on myself and some events seem so long ago. Is that hinting that I am growing old? Please, my life is just about to have one of its major turning points and I am eagerly looking forward to it with hope and all good things possible. I want to feel younger, dreamier and vibrant than any other time in life till now, inspite of the realization dawning that there are so many responsibilities it bring along. :)

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Life's priorities to get sorted out VERY SOON

I just want my life's priorities to get sorted out VERY SOON in the most amicable and extremely satisfying way.

Am done with gossiping and want to stay mum such that I get to drop some wise-ass polite remarks once in a while. However, I am keen to know the pulse and the buzz such that it has some good worth. Friendship and trust can so easily get weakened in a corporate environment. I hope I am surrounded with very good friends and trust-worthy people. I hope to give back the same. Gaining knowledge, enjoying work, acheiving success, very satisfying work-life balance with great perks, having a good mentor and getting to be a good mentor are also things that I really look forward and hope to experience for a very very long term.

My love-life keeps having its minor -ve peaks and lows. I am so surprised that it takes away all my attention and I show that frustration on everyone and everything. Silly me but it also means I am getting deeper into it. Hope that gets sorted out very soon too. I would want to be an understanding partner with the right sense of raising an alarm bell when things seem to go out of hand. I hope JK shall be equally the same kind.

Married life is about to begin. All I want is to have the right sense and skills to carry it off well with peace within and outside eternally and strength to face come what may. Kids - I shall get to that when the time seems right.

:)