Monday, November 5, 2007

First blog

Well, here I go with my first blog. What to be blogged? Loads of topics run thro my mind..... Basically, Actually, Once upon a time, Years and years ago... this is not necesarily a place to write story stuff in the literal sense.... Anyway, me starting on an off-beat tone (not necessarily! :D) as I have nothing really to write for now...

We run behind time to complete tasks, not ours necessarily...
We keep thinking about taking a break from work or home and never actualise it...
We keep asking ourselves "Am I happy?" and not always get an answer...
We keep deciding to do things the way they should be done and seldom follow it...
We keep postponing our milestones with the thought that there is a lot of time left....
We keep planning things in our life with the confidence that its gonna happen verbatim...
We keep thinking we would get richer, happier as the years go by without clearly thinking how to get there...
We keep thinking we got to become nicer to people whom we love and know...
We keep trying to please people around, sometimes who dont matter much....
We keep living for others, never knowing where to balance between self and other's choices...
We keep dreaming that we will defend the right and be just and not stand any dominance...
We keep trying to achieve our aims and try to influence others...
We keep hoping true love will come and knock our door but sometimes never listen to that soft knock...
We keep trying to interfere into others' space (personal, spiritual) in the pretext of care and love and true faith...
We sometimes just give up and convince that we gotta be happy with what we have...
What a paradox and what an irony life is...
Why are we like this?
We keep living like this to no end, trying to meet all ends and then...
Life puts us at a point where we only have time to look back for one last time...
And truthfully, even then we would convince ourselves that we lived a completely perfect life...
That is definitely a better way to look back anyhow...
Sometimes, life gets really impatient to give us that time to look back....
What a mystery all this is?
Does anyone have an answer to this?!